Oh how I've fallen
Down in the deep,dark where it's calling, and now I see it,
I feed it and suddenly believe that I am nothing
Not something and I was made to suffer for the things
I have done, things in my life I cannot change.
So help me out little girl this depression is gonna pull me under.
Well, if you start to think I'm in trouble
I'm ripping at the seams, seeing double
Hit me right now
Oh lord I'm struggling
Against a black thought that keeps coming around to beat me,
Defeat me; cut me and then bleed me like i'm nothing
Not something and I was made to suffer for the things I have done;
All these things god I cannot change.
Well haven't you heard little girl that depression is a motherfucker.
Well, if you start to think I'm in trouble
I'm ripping at the seams, seeing double
Hit me right now
When getting out of bed is a struggle
And the little things pull me under
Hit me right now, shake me up, keep me out of trouble
I have broken hearts. I'm not innocent
I've burned bridges, cast aside my friends.
For every truth there's one I'll never tell
Because It's hard to trust someone when you hate yourself
Hit me right now
Hit me with your wild love
credits
released May 19, 2016
Released May 19, 2016
All instruments and vocals by Wil Farr
Music and Lyrics by Wil Farr
Except Drums - DAN WINTERSTEEN
Recorded, Produced and Mixed by Wil Farr
Tracked at A Bloody Good Record, LIC, NY
Published by The Lonelyrockstar ASCAP 2016
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